Shalom. Thank you for answering my question. Also, if you have any suggestions for books that answer this question, please let me know. Take care
The question you are asking is age old, and has been asked even by King David in Psalms. There are a number of books on this topic. One book written by a friend of Mine Rabbi Yerachmiel Moskoff is titles “This too is for the best” by Mosaica press.
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