I keep getting disturbing, unwanted thoughts of vows and oaths I for sure never want to keep because they are so horrible. I made sure never to verbalize them.
I accidentally said “yeah” out loud after having a disturbing thought in mind. I never meant to have this as a vow/oath. Am I still safe. I have OCD so I have disturbing thoughts often and even taking medication. I was having extreme chest pains about this all week and can barely function.
These are just mind games and are not considered to be a real neder, as you didn’t really mean to be mekabel to do it. Even if something came out of your mouth it is not an issue and you do not have to worry about it.